Renfield: The first time I realized I was one of those ‘strange' individuals with a peculiar sexual preference was during my pre-pubescent years. The defining moment was when I saw the cover of Pat Benatar's 1982 album Get Nervous which featured her in a white canvas straitjacket and padded cell. I'm not sure why this particular image became my calling, however the moment I saw the record in my 's LP collection I found myself unable to stop looking at it - and subsequently the asylum scenario became part of my future. I remember trying to imagine the sensations that someone could experience within a padded cell; the texture of the walls, the inside of the straitjacket sleeves, the fear, the drama, the fun of it all. As years passed I finally purchased my own medical grade straitjacket and constructed my own padded cell. Even more time passed before I found a few trusted partners to help me indulge in my fetish. During my earlier years it seemed almost impossible to live my life with such closeted interests, but like all fetishists, I seem to have found a way.
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